In 2000 my 25 year old brother, Kathriel, left the "Hebrew Israelite Community" in Dimona, and went to live in Tel Aviv. I follow my brother, trying to get to know him; trying to understand if he chose to leave or if he was expelled. I also try to restore his faith in our community – despite my intense desire to follow his path to independence.

And thus, while my brother is busy finding his new life, I stay behind and fantasize about that way of life.